i can be your china doll if you like to see me fall

I do not feel guilty at all.
It's not my fault that you can't live together anymore.
And no one can tell me it is.
Just stop and shut the fuck up!
I don't want to hear anything else but the sound of my music
that helps me to feel like if I am finally back in my world.
I don't even know if I would tell this to anyone,
cause, for real, I can handle with it.
Maybe it's hard and I cried one day,
but I am so strong.

I am not sure where I want to live now.
I know, it's not the final decision, but, seriously,
do you both really think that it would work?

If I could decide, I would want to live alone.
Because I don't feel like going on like this.
I'm fucked up!