positivity

being a positive person has always been a difficult task for me.
i ve just never been a cheerful and lighthearted girl, in fact i often think too much to be that free.
but i can change that and i feel the need to do it as soon as possible.
going to italy means a lot to me and my expectations are incredibly high,
as i think of it as the start of a new life for me.
but these expectations can only come true if i am open and positive -
means i should stop being so mad and negative all the time.
i would ruin my own life with always being so angry and bugged.
it s time to start new and what could be better for a fresh start than a new year ?
2014 is supposed to be my year and i just need good things to happen.
so in a year i will hopefully be a more positive person living in the most beautiful country on this amazing earth, italy, while speaking italian and eating as much pizza as possible together with a nice and friendly italian family and friends.

for me, italy impersonates joy and happiness and loving life under the southern european sunlight.
i can not wait to go there and experience la dolce vita, a lifestyle i was probably waiting for my whole life. so please, italy, be good to me and give me the chance to start fresh.