yeih

what is going on with me right now, i just feel so bad today and i don't know why.
i don't know why i'm not in the mood for sport anymore but for eating cake and chocolate and cheese.
i just always feel like a total loser and loner and i would love to run away from everything here.
can't understand why i am feeling like this, or why nobody cares.
please, could somebody buy me a ticket to Italy now?



by the way, he is still perfect. i did not write a lot about him because he's not in my mind as he was two years ago but he is still perfect. i see him every day and it's the only thing i think of when he is crossing my way. seriously, a perfect man with a perfect smile. looking at him is the only good thing i can do at school.